Tuesday, 18 September 2012

Its ok to have a bad day!

Confession Time



This is my second attempt at this blog because I typed it all up then forgot to save it and it all went away! My bad day just got worse lol!!

I hear two women today talk about confession they were having their children take there first communion and they all had to go to confession they were appalled at the idea as confession is not what you see in films! Not a nice priest in a box listening to you as you confess your darkest secrets the Priest just sits next to you and you fess up!!

So they say confession is good for the soul so here goes!!

My name is Angela and I am
  • Not perfect ( even though I try far too hard to be)
  • addicted to diet coke
  • not always gracious
  • not always forgiving
  • notalways  holy
  • not always positive
  • HUMAN
  • just a cracked pot that God chooses to use!!
  • in need of words of affirmation and encouragement
Today was a flat day in fact all week has been a crappy( sorry Su your right I couldn't bring myself to use the other word!!) week, feeling overwhelmed with the list that is never ending and the feeling that I am juggling lots of things and therefore not doing one job really well. I have so not been gracious or being quick to forgive and it all just came to a head today when instead of going home I drove to the beach to have a pity party for one ( they are not fun so you didn't miss out!!) I moaned at God then at a friend who rang me just when I got so deep in my pit I wanted to cry!! Then she made me laugh and allowed me to have a pity day then I felt soo much better.
So for all those who put me on a pedistal and think I am super human please take me off before I fall off.
I read this the other day You are Beautiful so  may being beautiful on the inside is being honest with yourself and others and just letting go of the reigns a little and saying I cant do this but I know you can God.
So thanks for being part of my  confessional today am greatful for all of you and for my enourmous God who has mighty big shoulders and listens to my and watches over me and picks me up dusts me down and gives me a fresh start.
Tomorrow is another day x

2 comments:

  1. To my fabulous friend - who loves me just the way I am - I am encouraged by your honesty and love you all the more for it ;o)x

    Dont forget - always have a pair of flatties in the boot x

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